Esther called today. I have been invited to a fancy affair in NYC, I rarely travel w/o one of my kids, but it is a week before their spring break. There is so much to do at home in the NW. But I am so homesick for NY. Jen is working on a film, but has told me I can stay in the apartment, 3000 square feet, the apartment I lived in long ago. I feel guilt, their grandparents do not think I should go, how can I leave the kids. May will be on her spring break, she could stay with them. She has changed, I do not think she would ever have a party again or lie to me again. After all, that was years ago, at the start of high school. It catapulted us into counseling, she had to pay me back for all the damage. What am I saying, of course I can not go. It is irresponsible of me to even think about it. Stay home, there is a lot of work to do.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
The Escape of Marvin the Ape on Spring Break
Esther called today. I have been invited to a fancy affair in NYC, I rarely travel w/o one of my kids, but it is a week before their spring break. There is so much to do at home in the NW. But I am so homesick for NY. Jen is working on a film, but has told me I can stay in the apartment, 3000 square feet, the apartment I lived in long ago. I feel guilt, their grandparents do not think I should go, how can I leave the kids. May will be on her spring break, she could stay with them. She has changed, I do not think she would ever have a party again or lie to me again. After all, that was years ago, at the start of high school. It catapulted us into counseling, she had to pay me back for all the damage. What am I saying, of course I can not go. It is irresponsible of me to even think about it. Stay home, there is a lot of work to do.
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